it's still summer

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:14:50 GMT

I hate when people start bitching about school three weeks before it starts. SHUT UP and enjoy your summer. This constant reminder of all the shit that I have to do is not helping. Leave it alone for now, please!

I'm alive, not exactly living.

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 08:18:53 GMT

SIXTEEN.
Hopefully this will be the start of something.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 04:27:12 GMT

I'm not dead.
Just busy being single.

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 09:44:10 GMT

COMMENT TO BE ADDED.

MONOTONY&Iare the best of friends.

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:18:56 GMT

I'm a failure.

Every morning I wake up and I assure myself that I am going to go to sleep a little bit earlier.

I guess its something I lack. Sleep.

And when I think about it, my life is full of those little promises I make to myself. Sometimes it's because I need to make them, and sometimes I just make them because my mind is bored; when it has nothing to think about.

Either way, I always seem to break them.

I don't know what it is that posesses me. Even when I am so completely close to achieveing this promise, or personal goal, I break it.

I promise myself I'll wake at five, but I hit snooze and sleep another half hour.

I promise myself I'll study a little harder, but I end up completely disregarding the studying.

That I'll run a little faster

That I'll be a little nicer.

That I'll take some more time instead of rushing around.

I tell myself, "Izzy, don't break this. You can do it." and I know I am capable of doing these things that I promise myself i will do.

Things as little as sleeping in, or running faster.

But they'll get bigger and more important to me.

Ill put so much emphasis on these obtuse promises,

and I just end up feeling like a failure. Im not letting anyone down, besides Isabelle.

I am a rival within my own skin.

I go out of my way to defy myself.

I break promises that I make to myself.

savemeiamswallowedbytheguiltofthis.

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 06:55:13 GMT

Heyyy! Hi. I'm izzyy(isabelle, but NOYOUCANNOT call me that). lj n00b :D

tr0lleywood

it's still summer

I'm alive, not exactly living.

MONOTONY&Iare the best of friends.