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it's still summer [Jul 22 2009 / 6:12am] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | "Hot Stuff" - Ashlee Simpson ] I hate when people start bitching about school three weeks before it starts. SHUT UP and enjoy your summer. This constant reminder of all the shit that I have to do is not helping. Leave it alone for now, please! READ COMMENT

I'm alive, not exactly living. [Sep 11 2007 / 12:53am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | The Secret Handshake/ Crosses Fingers ] SIXTEEN. Hopefully this will be the start of something. 3 READ COMMENT

[Jul 29 2007 / 2:42am] COMMENT TO BE ADDED. 6 READ COMMENT

[Jan 17 2007 / 9:26pm] I'm not dead. Just busy being single. 1 READ COMMENT

MONOTONY&Iare the best of friends. [Dec 30 2006 / 12:17am] [ music | Neon Blonde :] ] I'm a failure. Every morning I wake up and I assure myself that I am going to go to sleep a little bit earlier. I guess its something I lack. Sleep. And when I think about it, my life is full of those little promises I make to myself. Sometimes it's because I need to make them, and sometimes I just make them because my mind is bored; when it has nothing to think about. Either way, I always seem to break them. I don't know what it is that posesses me. Even when I am so completely close to achieveing this promise, or personal goal, I break it. I promise myself I'll wake at five, but I hit snooze and sleep another half hour. I promise myself I'll study a little harder, but I end up completely disregarding the studying. That I'll run a little faster That I'll be a little nicer. That I'll take some more time instead of rushing around. I tell myself, "Izzy, don't break this. You can do it." and I know I am capable of doing these things that I promise myself i will do. Things as little as sleeping in, or running faster. But they'll get bigger and more important to me. Ill put so much emphasis on these obtuse promises, and I just end up feeling like a failure. Im not letting anyone down, besides Isabelle. I am a rival within my own skin. I go out of my way to defy myself. I break promises that I make to myself. savemeiamswallowedbytheguiltofthis. 8 READ COMMENT

[Dec 29 2006 / 11:52pm] [ mood | giggly ] Heyyy! Hi. I'm izzyy(isabelle, but NOYOUCANNOT call me that). lj n00b :D

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